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  • Jan. 7th, 2008 at 11:07 AM
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  • Location:bedroom
  • I'm feeling... : loved
  • What I'm listening to... :country

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So happy

  • Jan. 4th, 2008 at 2:08 PM
feisty kittens with purple
Hey out there. I just had to tell some one. I finally got to talk to my honey today. I'm on cloud nine. We will be seeing each other tomorrow . I'm excited, but on the other hand I'm so nervous. WE have known each other for 8 years. He's had these feeling for me all this time. I finally realized I feel the same way. Sorry I haven't gotten aroun to responding to every one. I promise I will do it. Right now I kind a have a one track mind. My niece ASk how long it has been since I've been laid. When I told her around 5 or 6 years she said I need to get some. I'm just jumping from one subject to another.[ SORRY ]. My mind is a jumble. I do believe I love him. I want to take it a little slower.                                                                                                                                        I want to loose moe weight. I want to look good to him. He is use to seeing me with red hair. It is now mostly gray. I'm about 30 to 35 lb. over weight. He said he was over weight also.                     We haven't seen each other for 6 or 7 years. This is just a magical thing.                                        We both said if we were suppose to be with some oe the lord would have to put them there. I feel like that is what happened.                                                                                                                 I feel like I'm obsessed. But I promise I'm not. I'm just in love. I'm going to stop and help my sister take down some of the christmas things. She just walked by my open door and gave me this look of get off and help. I might write more later.
  • Location:bedroom
  • I'm feeling... : happy
  • What I'm listening to... :t.v. rachael ray

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just talking

  • Dec. 31st, 2007 at 8:25 PM
sara deep thought
Dear  diary,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              Well it's new years eve! Here i sit not alone but feeling alone. I lie with my sister Millie and her husband Everett. He is not well, so i look after him while Millie works. I volunteered to do this. He can not be lone because of his health.                                                                                                  I'm very happy! I gt to spend time with my oldest great  granddaughter . I don't get to see any of them that often. It just fills my heart with joy because of the love we share.                                                                                                                                                                                                             Now about Jim, I wrote back to him. I'm on pins and needles waiting on the next letter. This is the way i felt when I was a teenager. I just can't believe I feel like this again. IT feels so strange, but at the same time I'm loving it .                                                                                                                 I imagine every one thinks i'm crazy. You know what I really don't care what they think. I'm well over 21 [60 really ]. So I can do any thing That I want to do. where ever i want to do it.                                                                                              I need to make me some home made spagetti sauce. I love to make my sauce from scratch. I love to cook and bake. I love to have people over to eat. Just seeing people enjoying my cooking does my heart good.                                                                                                         This is bad. I'm sitting here thinking of Jim. I'm wondering what he is doing, and if he is thinking of me any as much as I'm thinking of him. I sure hope so.                                                                                                 My confidant is my niece. She is 33 years. I can tell her things I can't tell my sisters and other things. She is so sweet. She encourages me to do what makes me  happy.                                 I just got the news that my 11 year old great granddaughter [Brianna] is coming to spend the night. Im so happy. It's been almost 2 years since i've spent any quality time with her.I need to get  off her before Brianna gets her. My children or grand children don't know about Jim. I will write later......... HAPPY NEW YEARS
  • Location:bedroom
  • I'm feeling... : cheerful
  • What I'm listening to... :t.v.

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HAPPINESS

  • Dec. 27th, 2007 at 4:58 PM
feisty kittens with purple
 I am so happy!!!!!!!! I just heard from the gentleman that I wrote back to . I just laughted and teared up reading his letter. I now know he thinks of me in the same way I think of him. I always said if I was suppose to find another man god would have to put him in front of me. This one was there all the time and I didn't realize it. He is just 3 years older than me. But right now I feel like I'm 20 years old again. And it feels so good. Here is to [crazy] older women behaving like a teenager!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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